diiiiiiiiiiinggg

i know it's so overrated to make a cliche school post,
you know, the usual, i hate school, i wish it would end.
blah blah blah

yeah i don't enjoy some things about school, like when i have a class with a bunch of people that are friends with each other, and none are friends with me. it does damage on my self esteem.
when miss smithson doesn't call my name, i have a little panic attack and feel relief when she told me she skipped my name.
my government and citizenship teacher is a head case. i was a teensy bit late and she gave me the dirtiest stare down. sorry that i couldn't find your room.
AP calculus just might kill me
also if one more adult asks me if i'm excited for school or excited that i'm in school, i just might flip a bi.

but..
i do love writing with my new pen, whispering with shalee in the back of the class, monsieur burnah, making friends with some cute sophomores in interior design. actually feeling like i'm doing something during the day. the millions of people i like in seminary.

OH and i sort of got a job.
i'm just making deliveries for my aunt's store to the MTC e'ry monday, wednesday and friday. so if you have something you want to send there, slip me a couple bucks and i'll take it for you.

word.

i called it.

ba-boom!

finally

i picked emily henderson from the very first episode

her new show?

it's going to be soo boss.

holler.

parlez vous gossip?

sorry i couldn't resist
i just watched this video
biggest sigh of relief.
i thought chuck was dead.
blair and chuck must be together.
first episode in paris?
yes please.
september 13th please come faster.

not too shabby.

i'm sorry, i didn't get in a fight.
i didn't have enough rage inside of me.
the game wasn't very intense so it was just.. boring.
maybe at the af game.

the game was somewhat well played. timpview is a very good team and our vikings held their own.
i'm just ready for school.

and you can say hi to me whenever you want cailey (=

design star finale tomorrow, i was reading an interview with emily and if she could design for any tv show, she would design for gossip girl, she would design for my favorite show. she is the bomb shizzle.

ikea and football.

yesturday.
lisa and i drove to ikea.
i've been dying for a trip.
i didn't even tell my parents, i just left. i felt so independent and empowered.
lisa..

well sometimes i can't take her in public.
the constant harry potter references and unlatching a pole in the wardrobe section, making clothes and hangers crash to the ground everywhere can sometimes to do some damage to my rep.

but nevertheless, she is still my bes fran.

i never realized how much i miss riding scooters. and swinging on tire swings.

three seventeen year old girls isn't a good idea on tire swings.
first of all, we don't fit very well. second, sometimes one feels sick and tries to bail out but again we don't fit very well so it makes two fall out in the dirt and the swing will come around and smack one in the face, giving her a fat lip.
sorry lise.

tonight is the timpview game. i do love football. i tend to transform into a different type of person while i watch football.

last year at the other timpview game was one to go down in the books,
some girls while we were walking out starting mouthing off to me.
"pg sucks!" but because i really do truly, bleed blue. nobody talks about my school that way.
"i'm sorry who just won?" shoving that in her face might shut her whiny 14 year old mouth.
"we let you win!"
something inside of me snapped. WE LET you WIN?
i started walking towards and i was so blind with fury, i forgot what i said
who says something like that? especially when you probably don't even go to high school?
someone grabbed my arm pulling me back, i tried to resist. but i just. couldn't.

maybe this year will be my year for a good fight.

emily henderson, hero.

on sunday was a long awaited design star episode.

i don't think anybody realizes how amazing this show really is.

they were down to three

casey, michael and emily.

emily is definitely my pick. i love her whole personality and most of all her style.

she always wears blue. and i. love. blue.

on this past show they each designed an individual sun room.

glass walls and glass ceiling.

this is emily's room

i would die for that couch and wallpaper (which by the way is fabric)

 with that room, how could you not move on to the final episode?

so she did.

boss.

michael and emily, final two.

even more awesome, emily has her own blog.

she blogs about the episode after it happens, behind the scenes ish.

and if you're into the whole designing thing (like me)

it's an amazing design blog.

at the drive-in.

today i was watching a cheesy low-budget mtv movie about a girl who bumped into a club owner who just conveniently bought a hotel to make into another club.

they got talking and the girl suggested making a disco.

basic watered down story line.

anywhoo

this reminded me of my future amibition, and i'm going to need some good investors, so hear me out.

everytime i see grease and the drive-in theater scene comes on i think..

"wow why aren't there any more drive-in theaters?"

i've always wanted to go to one.

here's my idea

big drive-in theater but we don't play newly released movies

you can go to any old movie theater and see those and sometimes there just aren't any good movies out.

let's face it, some movies in this generation are corporate flops that are just made to advertise cell phones and cars and overpay overrated actors that frankly, aren't that great at acting.

don't get me wrong, i do love some of the new movies.

we play strictly the classics.

casablanca, footloose, breakfast at tiffany's, the little mermaid, saturday night fever, any other movie you could think of. 

and we'll design it after the 1950's basic theater.

who's in??