i heart missionaries.

a lot of girls when asked if they'll go on a mission

"oh no!!!!! not for me!!!!!"

well ladies, according to a gorgeous recently returned missionary (sexy pants), he hates when girls say that.

so i decided, if i'm in a serious relationship, close to marriage, i would definitely go on a mission.

and what girl doesn't love missionaries? i get to see them three times a week, they hold open doors for me and always wave.

also a boy i went on a date with just turned in his papers and waiting for his call. strange much?

reason for this slightly random post?

in seminary, we talked about missions. of course it made me miss my brother a lot.

(currently in riverton, wyoming.)

and we had a question of the day,

"where do you want to go on your mission?"

i would say about 74% of the class said france and england.

typical. i do also wish to travel there. but not for my mission.

nay. i told sister brown i would like to go to the smaller less loves european countries.

netherlands, belgium, switzerland, austria.

she then informed me of my dream mission

it's called the Alpine German-Speaking mission.

it combines with the Zurich, Switzerland, Munich, Germany/ Austria and parts of the Frankfurt, Germany mission, and there it is.

i may not be good at german but you know. i'll have the power of the Lord with me.

where would you like to go on your mission?

home is whenever i'm with you.

i heard this cool song on tv today.

it was an nfl commercial.

so i looked it up.

watch this video.

it'll make you wish you were born fifty years ago.

you know your mom really loves you when she buys you flowers and pumpkin pie.

you know, that one dance.

wow. i really do sincerely apologize for the lack of blogging on my part.
it's been a bit insane.
first of all,
homecoming pagent.
yes i was in it. i didn't want to tell a lot of people because let's face it, i looked like a dweeb, literally.

thanks amy.

and of course homecoming yesterday.
for our day date, we went on a slip and slide. slip and slide? in october?
yes it was freezing, my fingertips went numb.
we put soap on it, nuts.
and i have scratches everywhere because i kept slipping on to the grass. and even a nice raspberry on the very top of my leg by my butt.

and..

i did go with the tights. and i am so glad i did.
i'm lookin so fly like a G6.

my hair is really soft today.

yesterday i was sweeping the store, and i swept up a lot of leaves.
"friggin people. why do you have to track leaves in our beautiful store?"

what? leaves in the store? can it be?
fall.
i can't wait to wear my peacoat. scarf.

tights with homecoming dress? yea or nay?

mysterious ways.

i had a question. sister brown told me if i had asked the question, in conference they would answer it.
so struggling for a decision on which university to place my future in.
i asked which college i should go to.
i wish i could say i got my answer. but all i got was "follow your heart".

but surprisingly, the lord knew i had a different question.
a question i didn't write down.
a question i cried nights over. why?
almost a year ago. i fell in love with a boy. he's perfect in every way. i was so sure he'd be mine. forever.
it's not easy finding someone you thought you were going to be with when you're only sixteen.

the apostles may not have answered my question i wrote down. but they did answer the question i've been wanting to ask for months.

sketchyy

i like hanging out with cool girls.
like nicole, jessie and lucy.
and watch conference.

and amy and lisa.
we go to a sketchy phone place. i'm almost positive everything in there was stolen. no i'm not a racist.
and lisa peeped out a "gracias" on the way out.
good one lise.
i got a delicious salad. but when i looked back to see how much the drinks were, i suddenly couldn't see the price.
odd. oh no. i'm getting a migraine.
so on a saturday night, i went home, took an advil pm. i went to bed at eight o'clock.

i never felt so refreshed.

oh i also got a headband for homecoming. one word.
feathers.

voting for homecoming queen is this week.
lisa castleberry for homecoming queen.