success.

baseball games, shopping, garrett.
sums up my st george trip.

i also met a kid, saying he looked like nick jonas can't even explain it.
he is nick jonas.
gorgeous curly hair and all.

au revoir.

i am off to st. george tomorrow morning.
i will be shopping,
getting pampered with my grandma,
hanging out with my best st. george friend,
and trick-or-treating with my adorable cousin tatum.

i must pack.
if only i had a lovely suitcase to use.

is it weird that i love the look of luggage?

hey chuck, hey blair.

you love each other. get over it.
stop being so stubborn.

vide.

j'achete le collier

mais

c'est vide,

avec rien pour le remplir..

pause.

wow, it's this weird feeling, getting older.
am i really getting to that age?
i could legally be married in less than three months.
two girls i know are married.
one i used to play night games with, every weekend.
and one of my dear friends, whom which was my best for a while, is pregnant.
is it strange? a little bit.

i'm sure i speak for everybody when i say.
i don't really want to grow up.

i guess i'm picky.

i went to burlington coat factory with my mom.
guess what i found?
nothing.
and mondo made me fall in love with houndstooth.

a long houndstooth coat maybe?

i guess i'm staying in tonight.. as always.

make it work

trying to check eryn out from school. fail.
painting on little children's faces. success.
watching project runway at the gammon's. brilliant.

fashion week shall be interesting.

of course.

i guess if i could really choose my dream career....

i would be a fashion stylist.

hey all you lovely ladies.

hey ohh

one hundred blog posts.

i'm proud of myself for keep up on this so well.

and i'd also like to thank my 23 followers. i do dearly love you all.

but how much do you ladies love me?

here's the deal.

i'm very very very close to earning my young women's recognition award.

i only have to read the book of mormon, and one more project.

which is where you come into play.

i am missing my choice and accountability ten hour project.

and i need your help!

i'm going to be doing a "modesty lookbook".

show younger girls you can definitely dress with style and still keep your standards high.

i need you to put your cutest (and modest) outfits together.

i want to have a big photoshoot. have all you kindred spirits who are willing to help me come to my house with your outfits and we'll take pictures to put together in a book. (or if you fancy taking pictures, you can help that way too)

you're probably thinking "well she doesn't want me. i don't have a cute style."

in my opinion, every girl has a cute style.

i don't think you understand that..

i need all of you!

i never use exclamation points when i blog. that shows you how serious i am.

please contact me in any way possible if your willing to help me.

find my phone number, facebook me, comment on this post. whatever floats your boat.

also tell and bring along your friends. you really don't know how much i'll appreciate it.

thank you very much.

j'ai une question pour vous.

 soo, missi my dear friend sent me some entertainment. i guess i have to answer these questions? i don't understand it very much dear but you know, i'm bored.

1. What is your favorite article of Clothing?

oh dear. definitely tights.

2. Name one person who has inspired you within that last week.

cinderella. she taught me i can be a princess.

3. Favorite Disney Movie?
the lion king. it has always had a special place in my heart.

4. Most Valuable Possession?
i love my journal. and my gilmore girls seasons.

5. If you had a puppy, what would you name it?
something with one syllable and not overrated.

ace for a boy. elle for a girl.

6. How many pancakes can you eat?
you don't want to know. but i'd say about eight.

7. Can you take of a starburst wrapper in your mouth?
easily.

8. One tv show you HAVE to watch every week?

gossip girl, america's next top model and project runway. 

NOW i make my own questions. you answer? right missi? sure why not.

1. What three words would you use to classify your style?

2. On you dream beau, brown or blonde hair?

3. If you could pick one store to shop at with unlimited amount of money, what would it be?

4. Flower pens, tacky or cute?

5. Which of your personal items would you like to be buried with?

6. What song can you always listen to and immediately feel happier?

7. Will your wedding dress be simple, extravagant, or princess-y?

8. What is, in your opinion, the greatest love story of all time?

do it.

the sweetest thing will never do.

yeah.. there they are..
the pose was even worse than i thought.
i promise my dress looked better than that.

my favorite parts of this picture.
hayden and david's smile, my white armpit, lisa's beautifulness,
and the great awkwardness.

tight.

can i just say something?

tights are magnificent.

whoever thought of them, i would love to kiss them.

witchin.

have you ever been to gardner village?
if you haven't, you need to.
especially now, with all the witches out.
while i was at work i was dying just to go, well, anywhere cool.
so i texted my mom and told her we should go there.
for once, she said yes.
it was a nice mother daughter bonding time.
i bought a skirt, one word. tulle.
i also found a vintage suitcase. however, my mom said no. and it was a bit on the not cheap side.
darn.
we walked into a little store and a lady in a witch costume was there
"would you like some fairy dust??"
uhh sure?
it was a star stamp with glitter all over it.
it was adorable.

grab your mom, and head up there.

dear navy.

as i mentioned, i did go shopping yesterday.
i bought nail polish, a cardigan, a sweater, a dress and two pairs of tights.
three of those things are navy blue.

here's to you navy blue.
i truly do love you.
i never realized how much love we do have for each other.
navy blue makes me look great and in return i buy more of it.
what's greater than a perfect navy blue dress that's conveniently modest?
holler.

what's your go to color?

blah blah blah

i can't really think of anything to blog about lately.
nothing exciting has happened you know.

i finally had a chance to clean my room.
it looks pretty.

i'm getting senior pictures done soon, so i'm going shopping.. with brady.

the last home football game of my high school career. sucked.
i am jealous of cailey who gets to stand down on the field and chill with the players.

thanks kassie and kaylee. i now will be watching glee every tuesday.

i love finally sleeping in.

guess you could call me an artist.

my pattern pinch pot.
reminds me of cheesy kitchen backsplash tile.

i love sisters.

no i was not born with sisters. but yes i acquired some.
there are five of them. and they all hold a special place in my heart.
i think the Lord sent him to me so i could steal his sisters and have them when i needed them most.
-one sister is always checking up on me, caring for me, offering to do my hair, asking how i'm doing and organizing girl's nights. she's the absolute greatest.
-another sister gives me the best advice, gives me free posters and always reassures me when i'm not certain.
-the next sister i miss terribly, i never got to say goodbye to her. she was the first to scream my name when i showed up and the first to really make me feel welcome.
-this sister is the best. she tells me to text her anytime i need her to beat someone up. i love her to pieces. one time she introduced me saying "this is syd, we love syd."
-the last sister is the one i get to see most. we're always "conveniently" walking out of the school the same time and i love it, i get to talk to her every day. and in math. she's gorgeous in every way, shape and form.

while watching gossip girl i heard a light knock at our door. strange, no one comes to our house.
when i came to the door, there was jess and lara. in the flesh. i was surprised at first. then i saw what they had huddled in their arms.

sorry i couldn't fit the eight diet cokes they did give me in the picture.
and a whole box of gummi dinosaurs.

thank you my dear sisters. i do love you all deeply.

i heart missionaries.

a lot of girls when asked if they'll go on a mission

"oh no!!!!! not for me!!!!!"

well ladies, according to a gorgeous recently returned missionary (sexy pants), he hates when girls say that.

so i decided, if i'm in a serious relationship, close to marriage, i would definitely go on a mission.

and what girl doesn't love missionaries? i get to see them three times a week, they hold open doors for me and always wave.

also a boy i went on a date with just turned in his papers and waiting for his call. strange much?

reason for this slightly random post?

in seminary, we talked about missions. of course it made me miss my brother a lot.

(currently in riverton, wyoming.)

and we had a question of the day,

"where do you want to go on your mission?"

i would say about 74% of the class said france and england.

typical. i do also wish to travel there. but not for my mission.

nay. i told sister brown i would like to go to the smaller less loves european countries.

netherlands, belgium, switzerland, austria.

she then informed me of my dream mission

it's called the Alpine German-Speaking mission.

it combines with the Zurich, Switzerland, Munich, Germany/ Austria and parts of the Frankfurt, Germany mission, and there it is.

i may not be good at german but you know. i'll have the power of the Lord with me.

where would you like to go on your mission?

home is whenever i'm with you.

i heard this cool song on tv today.

it was an nfl commercial.

so i looked it up.

watch this video.

it'll make you wish you were born fifty years ago.

you know your mom really loves you when she buys you flowers and pumpkin pie.

you know, that one dance.

wow. i really do sincerely apologize for the lack of blogging on my part.
it's been a bit insane.
first of all,
homecoming pagent.
yes i was in it. i didn't want to tell a lot of people because let's face it, i looked like a dweeb, literally.

thanks amy.

and of course homecoming yesterday.
for our day date, we went on a slip and slide. slip and slide? in october?
yes it was freezing, my fingertips went numb.
we put soap on it, nuts.
and i have scratches everywhere because i kept slipping on to the grass. and even a nice raspberry on the very top of my leg by my butt.

and..

i did go with the tights. and i am so glad i did.
i'm lookin so fly like a G6.

my hair is really soft today.

yesterday i was sweeping the store, and i swept up a lot of leaves.
"friggin people. why do you have to track leaves in our beautiful store?"

what? leaves in the store? can it be?
fall.
i can't wait to wear my peacoat. scarf.

tights with homecoming dress? yea or nay?

mysterious ways.

i had a question. sister brown told me if i had asked the question, in conference they would answer it.
so struggling for a decision on which university to place my future in.
i asked which college i should go to.
i wish i could say i got my answer. but all i got was "follow your heart".

but surprisingly, the lord knew i had a different question.
a question i didn't write down.
a question i cried nights over. why?
almost a year ago. i fell in love with a boy. he's perfect in every way. i was so sure he'd be mine. forever.
it's not easy finding someone you thought you were going to be with when you're only sixteen.

the apostles may not have answered my question i wrote down. but they did answer the question i've been wanting to ask for months.

sketchyy

i like hanging out with cool girls.
like nicole, jessie and lucy.
and watch conference.

and amy and lisa.
we go to a sketchy phone place. i'm almost positive everything in there was stolen. no i'm not a racist.
and lisa peeped out a "gracias" on the way out.
good one lise.
i got a delicious salad. but when i looked back to see how much the drinks were, i suddenly couldn't see the price.
odd. oh no. i'm getting a migraine.
so on a saturday night, i went home, took an advil pm. i went to bed at eight o'clock.

i never felt so refreshed.

oh i also got a headband for homecoming. one word.
feathers.

voting for homecoming queen is this week.
lisa castleberry for homecoming queen.